i’m so drained out. i’m so scared of the future. and what fears me the most is that i don’t even know myself. i have this need to excel in something. this urge to be known for something. i am surrounded by a group of talented people that excel in arts, athletics, and academics and i can’t seem to compare. this has always been such a struggle. i often question my existence. what’s my purpose? time’s ticking and i’m so lost.. so scared.. so tired.
Great! Along with the words, irresponsible, unhelpful, and lazy, i’m selfsih as well. Well, I now know how you got a hold of my tweets -through my suck-up sister who follows me on twitter. Girl, your argument is valid. I admit that I’m a selfish fuck. But at the same time, I believe that there is nothing wrong with being selfsih as long as it doesn’t harm others. btw, I’m a hypocrite too. Well you are taking after me anyways, so who give a fck or two. Maybe I should just stop going to school like Alvin, it does seem like a more favourable choice. Besides I havent been going to school in these past three weeks anyways.
What the actual fck? How did you even get a hold of my twitter? Whatever I tweet is none of your business. It’s what I feel and how view this mothereffin world. Now that I tell the world how much I despise you, you come into my room and rage. Look at the fcks i give. Then you support your anger with what you have done in the past for me as a child. You tell me how when I wasn’t able to talk or walk, you fed and supported me. THOSE was your responsibility as a parent. I did not ask to be born. This world is hell. I obviously wouldn’t be able to work and help you out at that age, and obviously I’m fcking wiser now that I know more about the world. I know how to be more practical and who provides for who. THESE ARE MY OBSERVATIONS. You can’t tell me what I know and don’t know. Whose fault is it that your siblings in the Philippines conceived a ton of children and isn’t able to provide for them? Not yours, theirs. Maybe if they had a little bit more common sense and thought of how miserable they and their children will be in future without any education or money, they wouldn’t have had so many children. FAAAAWKKK. I’m so fckin irritated at the moment. Do you even know how much I want to kill myself? And maybe to piss you off even more, I don’t believe in God. Dad, I’m a fucking Atheist.
it’s official. i have a thing for this piano kid <3
An alarm clock which will only switch off if you smile at it. A genius and potentially catastrophically annoying concept by Kim Jungwoo.
